Prom Time

So I have a hot date for prom in Cassie.

WOOT!

She explained all the "rules" to me. One especially...

"just to let you know...i dont fuck on the first date."

That one made me laugh. Like I said, I never expected her to, because:

1) No one wants to sleep with me anyway

2) If she really wanted to, she could.

3) I think much more of her than that. Only sluts put out on the first date.

...even if it is prom.

     -The Vandalous One

UPDATE!

You Muthafuckas!

The Three Horsemen

     Tommorrow we have another gig. But, this one's in Austintown. In like CARAJOLAND, in some skatepark.

     Do I care? Of course. A gig's, a gig's, a gig. I'll admit, it'll be a little weird having to fly solo on the axe w/o Jason. But, I still think him not being a part of the band is a good choice for all of us.

     Prom is coming up, and I don't even know if I want to go anymore. It'll be weird going....alone. I mean, it's not like I can't get a date, 'cause I know at least one girl who's mad about not having a date.

*Sigh*

     Nevermind. It's not important. Gotta keep my eye on the prize. Gig tommorrow!

     ......whoo......hoo...........

     -The Vandalous One

Random thoughts...all should read.

wow i mean, woah. wtf. life is all just...weird. maybe its one of those times where i start questioning things again. things like that happen all the time. i am at a complete loss for words. dont worry, not like anything bad happened, but just, wow. life really has changed. i still sit here and wonder sometimes what life would be like if i still lived back home. maybe that's my problem. but i cant help it. ha, im not even using correct grammar for this. i dont care. this is all from the top of my head. nothing planned out at all. so everyone who reads this, just so you know, ive got somethings im thinking about and feel like typing about it. i wonder who the giants are gonna draft. baaahhhhhhh what the fuck. i mean, you know, why. i still dont get it. dad understands now. but im not too sure i do. what am i getting myself into. am i really in this for the long haul or am i bullshitting myself and everyone else? i see myself doing it forever tho, so how can he not? it sounds like fun tho. maybe jonan and rafael have the smae dream. that would be sweet. just like old times. shit im not making any sense. we made 10 dollars. how fucked up is that. all that work for ten fucking dollars. this sucks. but im not mad. its about the message. some people need to hear that god is the way. why, why do they need to hear it. i mean its free country, people dont need to hear anything so why do i feel, all of a sudden, that they have to. is that man in the mirror really me, or just some dude who looks alot like me. mr. amedeo is the man. giving that speech tonight was cool. the team has come a long way in 6 years. i wish him all the best. i hope people like speez and taylor stick around, itll be a fun ride i guess. bah college, wtf am i going to kent? or stark? or am i gonna be a bum? i should just move to massachusetts. bah, i cant leave mom here alone. mom, she's why im here. is that a blessing? i guess, some really nice people here. some real assholes too. i know he's not all there sometimes, but hitting a girl just isnt cool. especially in the face. in front of her man. and her friends. and us. wtf. omg. lol. brb. g2g. shit im running out of the character acronyms. j/k? nah that cant count. poor frank felt so bad. ha...10 dollars. man i fell bad for him, he felt like shit. but its ok. taco bell is good. mmmmm. and mountain dew. but i want kids someday, so i should stop drinking it, but then again carlos got titi mona pregnant, and he's been drinking dew since its debut. twice by the way, man he's an asshole leaving titi like that. all alone and having to live with the family. i have to call them or something. i know they miss me, and i miss them. it felt good to talk to dad today. ha, he had homework. dad's in college. and he gets better grades than me. aint that a bitch. wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf i bet imma wake up tommorrow and not even care about all this shit. ha, the words "this" and "shit" have the same amount of letters in em. and the same letters. ha, and so does the word SITH. im a sith. wtf am i talking about, that's a movie. im no sith. darth gobro. funny. holy fuck wtf. why am i lost again. i thought i had the answer, i guess that's it, im ever getting the answer. why? like heaven. they're like heaven. and im so scared. what makes me so different. i mean, she coulda very easily fucked him, but she chose not to. and then she talks about us having sex, but how is that possible if i dont want her to cheat. but yet i want to. wtf. im full of shit. completely full of shit. such a hypocrite. and a punk. it's real easy to just ask her in her face, even though she still might say no...again. watch me see her there. with some dude. some dude i dont even know. then she'd be full of shit. am i honestly gonna go alone? wtf am i talking about? im so lost. so are all of you. and its ok. i just needed somewhere to type my feelings. i would fuck the shit out of her, and i woulda did it in that parking lot, but her man is crazy. and that's not cool. wait, if im so christian why would i think that. and to think i kept saying she could change. but she cant. i know she cant. am i honestly THAT full of shit. i really hope im not lying to me, or him especially. i should call her. she signed off like 15 min. ago. and i still havent called to see whats up. im a dick. and im full of shit. and a hypocrite. i wonder whats for lunch tommorrow. but im broke so who cares. i might just pack a lunch again. bahhhhhh. i dont wanna get up at six. holy shit i just read the whole fuckin entry, and it makes sense to me but no one else. damn you kevin cruz you fuck! why would you use that song as yopur aim thing. bitch. wow.

...fuck...

What the fuck? Niggaz can't update their shit anymore? Then again, I haven't updated since the 8th...so I'm full of shit.

Nothing too exciting in the land of Vandalacia...

(Haley should be the only one laughing about now)

Me and the boyz go into the studio tom. Jason is M.I.A. so his parts have to be put in later. Jason if you somehow manage to read this...

WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU, BITCH?!

We had practice today you jerk. Why the hell would you own a cell phone if you don't know how to pick it the fuck up. WE worked on YOUR riff. Just so you know, it's an instrumental for now, but I kinda wanna change it.

In all truth, with it being 12:30 AM Tuesday morning, we go down to dover today.

Lol.

Which means I should get my ass to sleep if I intend on getting up in the morning.

Been a while since I ended an entry the right way.

-The Vandalous One